Thursday, July 23, 2015


I am so excited to be posting this. You all know those readers. The ones who've read your early words, your later words, your late night musings, your angsty e-mails. My friend, Patty, has been that for me. She's helped me grow as a writer and never shirked away from hard truths. 

So it goes without saying that I'm absolutely THRILLED to share this moment with her! Cover Reveal! For her debut new adult novel, A HOLD ON ME!!! BE SURE AND READ THE BLURB BELOW, HIT YOUR PRE-ORDER LINKS, AND CHECK OUT THE CONTEST LISTED!!!

(HOT? Right?)

A HOLD ON ME (Dark Heart Book #1) by Pat Esden
Kensington Books
Release date: March 2016

She never wanted to return.
He wants nothing more than for her to leave.
But the fire between them is as strong as the past that haunts them.

Annie Freemont grew up on the road, immersed in the romance of rare things, cultivating an eye for artifacts and a spirit for bargaining. It’s a freewheeling life she loves and plans to continue—until her dad is diagnosed with dementia. His illness forces them to return to Moonhill, their ancestral home on the coast of Maine—and to the family they left behind fifteen years ago, after Annie’s mother died in a suspicious accident.

Once at Moonhill, Annie is shocked when her aunt separates her from her father. The next time Annie sees him, he’s a bizarre, violent shadow of his former self. Confused, she turns to an unlikely ally for support—Chase, the dangerously seductive young groundskeeper. With his dark good looks and powerful presence, Chase has an air of mystery that Annie is irresistibly drawn to. But she also senses that behind his penetrating eyes are secrets she can’t even begin to imagine. Secrets that hold the key to the past, to Annie’s own longings—and to all of their futures. Now, to unlock them, she’ll have to face her greatest fears and embrace her legacy…

Click here to add A HOLD ON ME on Goodreads:


PAT ESDEN would love to say she spent her childhood in intellectual pursuits. The truth is she was fonder of exploring abandoned houses and old cemeteries. When not out on her own adventures, she can be found in her northern Vermont home writing stories about brave, smart women and the men who capture their hearts. An antique-dealing florist by trade, she’s also a member of Science Fiction & Fantasy Writers of America, Romance Writers of America, and the League of Vermont Writers. Her short stories have appeared in a number of publications, including Orson Scott Card’s Intergalactic Medicine Show, the Mythopoeic Society’s Mythic Circle literary magazine, and George H. Scither’s anthology Cat Tales.


Check out the fantastic giveaway on Pat’s Facebook page. Chances to win an Alex and Ani Path Of Life Heart Charm Bangle, or Amazon gift certificates.  Easy to enter!

Friday, May 22, 2015


Summer is about to begin! 

For me, summer is when I really get to read and write. But for you, if you're a student, you might be sick of it. I'm hoping this campaign will change that!

I’ve teamed up with the YA Chicks and many participating authors on a global campaign to encourage readers, writers, students, and teachers to share pictures all of the places—both ordinary and extraordinary—where they are reading and writing. This is open to all readers/writers of both middle grade and young adult books!

You can also take part in...
I’ll be giving away a signed copy of my debut novel NO PLACE TO FALL!

And there’s more! Every author participating in this campaign is giving away books, critiques, swag and/or Skype visits.

So are you ready?

Drum roll….

Can you guess where I am?
Clue #1 - I am not at a furry convention though that is a legit furry practitioner.
Clue #2 - I'm in a southern state with a northern name.
Clue #3 - The author of the book I'm reading lives in this state, about an hour                 southwest from this town.
Clue #4 - The town has a two word name. Both words are types of trees.
Clue #5 - Though there are lots of trees here, the town is famous for its                         gemstone mines.

Once you’ve figured out where I’m reading, head over to the YA Chicks site and:
*  Officially enter the giveaway by inputting each author’s name and your guesses about our locations. Every author location you guess correctly increases your chances to win.  
*  For even more chances, post a picture of yourself reading or writing on Twitter or Instagram with the hashtag #ReadOrWriteAnywhere (must have the hashtag). 

For writer prize packs:
*  Post pictures of yourself writing in a fun location on Twitter or Instagram using the hashtag #ReadOrWriteAnywhere. Then follow the directions on the Rafflecopter giveaway to let us know you did it.
*  For even more chances, gather your writer friends together and post a group shot with the hashtag #ReadOrWriteAnywhere (must have the hashtag). And hey, since you're already together, why not host a write-a-thon?

For teacher prize packs:
*  Post pictures of your class reading or writing on Twitter or Instagram using the hashtag #ReadOrWriteAnywhere (must have the hashtag).
*  Then let us know you did it when you enter the Rafflecopter. If you don't have a Twitter or Instagram, you can email your picture directly with the picture pasted directly into the email (no attachments--we won't open them) AND the subject, “Read or Write Anywhere.”
*  You can also check out the YA Chicks Read or Write Anywhere lesson plan, available on their site

Now, what are you waiting for? Get out there and READ OR WRITE ANYWHERE!


Saturday, December 20, 2014

Thoughts on the launch of No Place To Fall & songs by Indigo DeSouza! Plus: GIVEAWAY!

Sad, sorrowful little neglected blog. I do love you, I do. But you see, I've been in labor, in the final countdown for the push of NO PLACE TO FALL out into the world. And it finally happened!

December 9th came grey and overcast with a threat of snow in the forecast. I started my day like always, by writing and going to work. I taught my first two classes and then through the generosity of some colleagues, I skipped out for the latter half of the day to go get ready for my 7pm launch party at Malaprops Book Store in Asheville, NC (an hour away).

Of course, my life is filled with demanding beasties and there was much to be taken care of, including feeding and watering, then filling the truck with diesel. Yep, big truck rolled into action because of that threat of snow. That snow - yep, totally pouring snow in the nearby tiny town, but as soon as we cleared the west side - it quit. And the roads stayed miraculously clear all the way to Asheville.

By the time I got there a few friends were already gathered. They'd set up the cafe for my reading and my friend, Indigo Blue DeSouza was already there with amp and guitar. A few friends came by only to hug my neck before other obligations swept them away, but in all, I had about sixty people show up. And it was so cool. All the intersections of my life from old friends, to colleagues, to published authors, to a bunch of other writer friends still in the submission and query trenches, to strangers and even my students were there.

The only way to describe the feeling in that moment is fullness, of love, gratitude, and awe that so many people chose to give their time to my moment.

So anyway, now that life is winding down a bit and I can simply let NO PLACE TO FALL be out in the world, I'd like to share some video with you. There's a 5 minute overview of the launch, and then two videos of Indigo singing the full versions of the two songs she played that Amber also sang in the book. I love Indigo's unique spin on them. Be sure and follow her youtube channel to keep up with her! And after you've peeked at the videos, scroll on down, because I'm showing my gratitude with two giveaways! For U.S. entries, a signed hardbound version of No Place To Fall with inspiration prize pack (Songcatcher DVD, Avett Brothers CD, Quote Print by the author). For International/Canadian friends, a digital download of No Place To Fall and a $10 Itunes credit! (This is a Harper Collins download that may require you to also download their reader but you will receive instructions with the download code.) So be sure and enter! One free entry and ways to earn extra!

Friday, November 14, 2014

A Possible List of Things I Might Have Done

Upon receipt of my advance hardcover copy of NO PLACE TO FALL in my mailbox yesterday morning.

  • giggled
  • cried
  • giggled again
  • grinned like a Banshee
  • carried it like a prize into work
  • worn a secret smile
  • shown it to some colleagues while laughing maniacally and saying, "oh my effing god, I wrote a book. Look. I wrote a book."
  • held it up to the sky and whispered, "I wrote a book, bitches."
  • sniffed every page
  • undressed it
  • thrust the spine in peoples' faces. "Look the ink is shiny." Look the cover is embossed."
  • shown a few students
  • giggled
  • read the first chapter in book form and thought, "whoa, random teenagers will be reading my book."
  • thought, "who am I now?"
  • giggled
  • carried the book around under my arm during planning period in the hopes of running into more hapless victims who I could shock by whipping it out and saying "look. my book."
  • laughed maniacally
  • snuck into the library, okay marched, and shelved it in alphabetical order just to see what it would look like
  • stared at it on the shelf for a long enough period of time that it became awkward
  • giggled
  • petted the shiny cover
  • held the shiny cover to my cheek
  • giggled
  • realized the day was one of the most amazing days of my life
  • celebrated with a cupcake. as one does.

Sunday, November 2, 2014

Get to Know Kristin Reynolds - My 2014 Pitchwars Mentee - Author of LE CIRQUE DU LITERATI

With my second year as a mentor in Pitchwars, I entered the contest excited and hopeful and curious, oh so curious, about which manuscripts would claw their way into my heart and not let go.

The two that I found, couldn't be more different in tone and writing style, but what they share is a common language of finding personal truths, love, hope, and a slathering of bittersweet despair.

Kristin Reynold's manuscript, LE CIRQUE DU LITERATI, blew me away with its poetic turns of phrase, mind-blowing visual imagery, and a heart aching love story between its two main characters. I found myself gasping at things, then seeing them fully realized in my head. It's the story of Josephine and Nikolai, both running from pieces of their lives, when they make the fateful decision to hop a train. The train though is not an ordinary train nor does it have an ordinary destination. The train delivers them to Meir, a magical world known only to Josephine through the pages of her grandmother's favorite book. And above Meir, in the clouds, is a Utopian circus filled with artists, poets, writers, dancers, creatives of all types, who seek a place to be safe from those who would dull the world down. Jo and Nik's journey in Meir is about facing their fears, their truths, and ultimately finding their way to each other. It's stunning and beautiful and I want to know which devastatingly smart agent is going to choose it.

Author Kristin Reynolds

1. Give us the Twitter pitch for your Pitchwars manuscript (140 characters or less)!
Josephine and beau Nikolai flee homes of fear & ruin. Magicians of a Utopian circus offer them sanctuary if they relive their darkest fears.

2. Stephanie Perkins does this cool thing for her books called a Love List, explained here:, what is the love list for your novel?

Oooh, this is fun and so important! Okay, here is my Le Cirque Du Literati Love List:

Cute Russian artist boy
Brave Girl hurt by the world
Reunited lost loves
Dead Gypsies
Literary heroes
Color splashed across the page
Love that hurts, but holds
Broken hearts
Mended wounds
New life born from death
Otherworldly magicians
A circus of imagination!
A giant with moving tattoos
Believing in yourself and your dreams
Beating adversity
Battling personal demons
Train whistles
Granted wishes
True friends
Lavender sun
Cherry red moon
A city above the clouds
Letting go
A black tower called Magna Dune
A dog who is a friend
And miracles for those who believe

3. Name a handful of writers whose work inspires you, along with a short explanation of why!

Wow, only five, eh? That is so hard!

In absolutely no order:

1) Stephen King: I reread The Dark Tower series every year or two and it never gets old for me. I have read a good many books, and with many have found true and deep love, but I cannot imagine any other character I adore more than Roland Deschain—and don’t get me started on Eddie and Oy! King writes so flawlessly, and with so much between the lines wisdom, beauty and truth, when it’s a timeless story like The Dark Tower or The Stand, there is nobody I’d rather read and learn from. Well, except for . . .

2) Haruki Murakami: Like King, Murakami twines philosophy and existential wisdom into his stories, using metaphor and just the right amount of weirdness to make every crazy event absolutely believable. Kafka on the Shore is one of my most beloved books and 1Q84 had me engrossed from page one. Such a brilliant, wise, and ethereal man, Murakami. I’ve learned a lot of style from him.

3) J. K. Rowling: Need I say more? She birthed a world that our world would not be the same without; her mind resurrected magic, and breathed such life into her characters, I for one would be lost without Harry Potter, Hogwarts, and Dumbledore, more necessary characters (Hogwarts is a character to me) whom I love and would hate to live without.

4) Antoine de Saint-Exupery: This man writes skies, deserts, the human heart, and treachery of man more fluidly and poetically than anyone—ever. Exupery, best known for writing The Little Prince, in my top 3 books of all time, is little known in regard to his other, adult novels. Such a shame! Put it this way. If I were to be trapped on a desert island with only one author’s books, it would be Antoine de Saint-Exupery: Flight to Arras, Wind, Sand and Stars, Wisdom of the sands, more, all of them are so literally divine I could live eternally inside his words.

5) And, last but not least, my new favorite author, Laini Taylor. Few writers today meet with her grace of combining visual art with literature. I see words and verses in color, so by the time I’m finished reading a book, the amalgamated hue generally leans one way or another: white, gray, blue, red, you get the idea. But hers are like a prism, a rainbow of color jumping off the page. Laini’s characters make me feel, love, yearn, have me right there with them, heart in my chest. I so adore her poetic language and style, I am always thrilled to immerse myself inside her unique and colorful worlds. J

4. Why PitchWars?

Why? Because it’s the greatest pitch contest ever! Where else can you learn such invaluable lessons—on craft, publishing, editing, grammar, stupid confusing commas, how to structure a novel that works, and how to keep writing no matter what, because, damn it, you can do this—where, but the illustrious Brenda Drake’s PitchWars can a writer find so much writerly love? There seriously could not be a finer, more giving community than the writing community, which is the heart and soul of this contest. (Thank you all!)

5. When you self-identify as a writer, what does that mean to you?

That I have accepted the dream that came wrapped in ink ribbons inside of me at my birth. That I will no longer let society, the illusion of normalcy, the fear of failing, or ridicule for following this inherent drive to write, rule me. I am a human filter for processing human experience, emotions, and any number of miracles, for writing down life as I see it through a simple poet’s eyes. That is what the term writer means to me.

How does it make you feel?

Like until I accepted myself as a writer, a small sun inside of me was draped in a blanket of pitch . . . but the moment I wrote my first query letter, that sun rose and blanket burned and I will never be cold again.

6. Next 3 books on your TBR pile, what liquid's in your cup, and what's playing on repeat!

Next three books on my leaning tower TBR pile:

1) Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage by Haruki Murakami

2) The Invention of Wings by Sue Monk Kidd

3) No Place to Fall by (the incomparable) Jaye Robin Brown (aww, thank you!)

What Liquid’s in my cup: WATER, as always.

What’s playing on repeat: Why Georgia Why by my sweet, sweet love, John Mayer J

Jaye, this was a blast, thank you! <3